That awkward moment when you're not even officially dating, but you both know you're in love.

• Last night felt like a dream. You're amazing. I really hope we can figure things out someday. You're worth waiting for.
  
• Midterms are over. YAY! :)
• Work is boring, but it pays.
• I got a new phone! An iPhone! Aaahh! Thank you!
• I need to get my wisdom teeth out stat.
• I'm excited to transfer to UNR with you. I can't wait to take ASL classes!
  

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Okay, I feel better. But I need to just organize my thoughts.

• I'm glad you feel the same. Ecstatic really. I cried when you told me. I'm so happy.
  
• I'm so proud of myself for accomplishing so many of my new year's resolutions this year. I still have two months to complete them, and I know I have the ability to complete all but one that I don't really feel like doing anymore.
• I want to switch majors. I love political science, really, but I feel incompetent and like I won't succeed.
• Go fuck yourself, brother. You don't need to be in my life if you're always going to be such an asshole moocher. You're a moocher. You're a low life moocher who refuses to work for anything in your life.
• Thank you sister for being so amazing. I know we get frustrated with each other at times, but you've always been there for me. I'm here for you if you ever need me, and I know you kind of do right now. I'm brainstorming ideas to help, really. I hope you feel better.
• I'm working on it. I'M WORKING ON IT. I'M WORKING ON EVERYTHING.
• School, work, midterms, friends, food, money, life, sleep, drive, commute, go go go gog og gogogogogogog having issues keeping up
• I need a mentor. I need a Yoda-mentor. A third party who couldn't give two shits about what happens to me, but thinks about my life logically in order to help me anyway. I need someone to guide me. I haven't had that. I need that.
  

• Tarra and I moved out of Mom's house in August.
  
• Bennett went to army training... then was sent back for being underweight.
• Mom has psycho mood swings.
• I might buy Bennett's half of the car... unless I decide I want to fuck him over for being an asshole to me.
• I'm in college; I'm majoring in political science.
• I'm entering a beautiful relationship with an even more handsome human being. He's a twit, but I really, really like him. He admits it at least, but he was leading me on. :/ Apparently we're BFFs. laskdjf;laksjf ;alsjdf I cannot accurately describe my frustration. Seriously? This kid. First heart break, first love, first first first first. :P Jeez!
  
• I want to dye my hair brown again. It was pretty. (:
• I'm taking classes in politics, English, precal, and history.
• Harry Potter is over! ;~;
• I'm transferring to UNR in the fall. I need to get the fuck out of here.
  

Sooo I forgot my password for about... you know, close to a year. Hahah. Happy 2011! The year I dyed my hair (1/3/11) and the year I will graduate (6/20/11)! I'm so excited! I have semester exams in a couple of weeks (not looking forward to), but that will mean only one semester left of high school. Thank goodness. Resolutions!

1. Dye hair dark brown (1/3/11)

2. Start a vlog channel on YouTube (1/2/11)

3. Reduce, reuse, recycle!

4. Get license. Nngg.

5. Do a double somersault off of a 1 meter diving board

I have a whole bunch more, but I won't bore you when I have them written down if my future self wants to see them. :P